Ok, I mentally cried a big NO as I was writing. What a good girl I am. RESISTANCE!
Now, for the breaking news (well not so breaking, since it's something from last night): IT'S TRUE!!! IT WAS imprinting, after all! I'm scared actually X°D
I already knew that was true (never mistrusting Wikipedia...), but I was SO hoping of the opposite(it's just toooooo fangirlistic, tooooooo muuuuuuuch fangirlistic ç_ç...). And by the way, I didn't know that another lp from Ai Takano & Beehive existed. Wow, so commercial XD With brand new songs! Waaaaaaaah I want to hear them *_* Yes, this is becoming quite a fetish, I know +_+
I'll tip over every single record shop I'll find ò_ò/ EVERY SINGLE ONE!
But, first, I want a HIGH RESOLUTION pic of that sleeve. NOW. Both front and back.
... renewed Dears site is finally up. *imagine this said with the PLAINEST tone ever*
Well, the RPG-like thing is cute, heavy of course xD but, at least, don't show all your overseas fans things that they cannot achieve, thank you.
I feel way pissed off, seeing things like "Chacha's house" (I beg your pardon, but X°DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hilarious is not enough, definitely not enough), or You one, or all the other things and not being able to enter is like when you were a little child and older ones played all those wonderful "grown-up" games (in my case was monopoly) and you're not allowed to join the fun.
It's so pathetically sad.
I mean, I don't give a damn in being a FULL FLEDGED Gackt fan, I'm happy enough to being able to listen to his music from enough far for not caring about ALL the commercial things that sorrounds him, thanks, but come on!
Such a neat work *-* Yes I'm fighting between anger and delighment X°D
I mean II, this thing is really well done! Good job staff!
Well, let the sad music fade in as I leave the room with a sad look on my face, a tear slowly wetting my PALE xD cheek and my head low. Obviously walking SLOWLY, and sighing.
I would like to see certain musicians in their brand new (just a bit) nazish doublebreast black trenches, really, but...
STILL!!! Would you stand still for a pretty second?!
54 dates, right? Uhm...hope all the other songs will be acoustic xD
Dunno, I feel less fangirlistic than usual. But still I'm doing avatars, so...not so LESS fangirlistic X°D By the way trying to sort some neat screen from the ones I took last night on the better quality is DIFFICULT.
I want that boots now. WHEN I don't want some kind of boots, when???
Early Chacha-san's "role" in Gerard and latter Gerard attempts in replacing him(both in terms of singing and "yeah-seems-like-a-guitar-BUT-it's-actually-a-keyboard-since-I'm-a-stubborn-man-deal-with-it" thing).
Matters of GLOBAL priority, don't you think so? What is worldwide recession compared to this?
Yesterday I've listened to Meridian, with the PEAK of uselessness reached through Orpheus ENGLISH VERSION (still laughing now).
Now, I've just listened to an Empty Lie, Empty Dream that I would really REALLY REALLY 10x like to forget...and Orpheus in englih once again ( ç_ç)...the "new" tracks are not that bad, anyway. Certainly this is not the band I was expecting from the early works, and this is also A BAD THING for my inner(?) fangirlism (u_u ;;;;;). So bad.
But there's a guitar somewhere!!! I can hear it...!
- Bloody Monday (2008, Japanese drama - what else? xD) - starring: Haruma Miura. Haruma Miura. Haruma Miura. Anyone else? No? Good.
Some time ago, drama producers had a problem: how can we show the beautiful fangirl-catcher(and hugely talented, in my opinion) Haruma Miura-san in his wonderful appereance, building at least a bearable drama around him without making the audience notice?
Producing an action, mistery, thrilling, slightly gorish but mostly DRAMATICALLY fast-paced drama. With MILLIONS of dramatic, oblique, dark shots of our beloved Haruma-san. See? I'm not complaining about this.
Yes. Cool. Except for the fact that this drama is QUITE boring. Really. Maybe it's because I really don't like this kind of dramas, like:
A - "Shit! This bomb is about to explode! Get the people out this place! What the hell are you doing there, xxx? Didn't you listen? We're going to blow up soon!"
B - "No, wait. We have to try defuse this. IT'S OUR DUTY!!!"
and so on, always ending with the rookie successfully defusing the bomb. Gah.
Still, this review doesn't have any meaning AT ALL, since I'll watch this 'til its end. By the way, did I already tell you that Haruma-kun is the main character?
- Yasuko to Kenji (Japanese drama, 2008) - starring: various people. Kidding. First: Tabe Mikako-chan (and this is one of a PROUD -chan), Matsuoka Masahiro (I thought I've finally seen all the SMAP acting, but this one is a TOKIO one... oh well...), Hirosue Ryoko, and many more. A kanjani8 included. But that's not the point.
So, this drama sucks. WIDELY. It's stupid, more than silly, Hirosue-san plays her usual role, Matsuoka...I can't say if he's acting well or if he's just a dumbass. Seriously. Sure he's not Tomoya-kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. The thing that pisses me off the most is that Tabe's talent is totally wasted on a ASSHOLE role, showing what she's not: a standard teen. She's not a standard teen! At least give her a slightly darker role, not such a PINK little girl. Ah...Totally wasted.
Of course I'm still watching it. Well, it was a batch download. I don't think that I would download the next episode if it was a one by one thing. It's a sort of My boss my hero but less funny and heartwarming. It should be like that, they tried to make it like that.
- Giragira (Japanese drama, 2008) - starring: Sasaki Kuranosuke, Maya Miki (let's be moved! she's at the second place in the cast list!...no, nevermind), and a bunch of sort-of hosts (well...would you call Abe Tsuyoshi A HOST?), Miura Shohei included.
I've recently watched The great happiness space, so I was pretty interested in a dorama about a host club, not mentioning that Ouran Host Club is one of my favorite series. Then, I looked at the cast. Sasaki-san. As a host.
After a couple of days spent laughing VERY loud, I downloaded the first episode. Mostly because, aside Sasaki-san, Miki-san was in the cast. Miki-san, you know? THAT Miki-san. MINE Miki-san. Yes, I love her.
~Little Miki-san POWA digression: she was one of the Takarazuka's Top class actresses during the 90's. Oh, this is so lovely. By the way, I've spent like a couple of hours the other night watching her performances on youtube. Ok, now I'm officially addicted. End of digression.~
Well, this is the kind of drama that's builded up in such a way that it could even talk about mosquitos and their society problems, and it would be GREAT anyway. Pay no attention to the slightly messy beginning (he loses his job, he doesn't find another one- yes, this is plausible. But that, in his mid 30's, well something more, he becomes the floor manager of a host club, WELL, THIS IS NOT SO VERY MUCH PLAUSIBLE.): this thing works. I hope it will be less "world crisis applied to the street man" and more "funny stories about an old man married with a little daughter working in a host club", since I like soooooo much Sasaki-san crazyness when it comes to gags.
Oh, synopsis you ask? Ok. A 36 old salaryman loses is job because of some sort of mistake someone else made. Being this old, not having a degree, finding another job it's pratically impossible. But he has a cute little wife and a cute but annoying little daughter to sustain. Hopeless, he casually meets with an old friend of him, of the time when he was the Number One host in Roppongi. That's right! Why don't you ask Yuki-san (owner of the host club he was used to work for, old friend, DUMPED without him moticing it, and mostly still in love with him) to let you work again at the...uhm...it starts with r...Rink? Anyway, let's the journey begin! Hiding the whole matter from that cuuuuuute dumb wife of him, he starts his new job, and it's not so easy, since now there's anothe Number One host at Rxxx, and he's not soooo happy to deal with this old man pretending to act as a promising newbie.
GO MIKI-SAN GO!!!!!!!!!!
Next spareable (yes, I spelled this wrong xD) review: dunno. Maybe Room of Kings(the Hiro/Ann pair is sooooo SHAMEFUL), maybe some anime. But I don't like very much to review animes. Don't know why. Not that you are less bored in reading my dorama-craps.
- Oh my girl! (Japanese drama, 2008) - starring: Mocomichi, Rosa Kato, and an unbearable nasty dwarf disguised as a little girl plus a LOT of great actors totally wasted.
Mocomichi plays the role of a journalist that has to interview this nasty little lady (a little actress). Also, the dwarf is his stepsister's daughter, that apparently run away to become a star in Hollywood (like someone else we know xD). As a "last will", she entrusted her daughter to his stepbrother, so darn happy to become a full-time nanny. The COOLNESS in this is that...He hates his stepsister, since she was too busy acting to pay any visit to her parents' funeral. Wow! So original. So fresh.
NAO, Mocomichi isn't that great actor that I would like him to be, badly. And he doesn't help very much to mantain a bit steady this crappy thing. I was tricked by his performance in Zettai Kareshi. He was made for that role, and, this far, for THAT ONE only. Ah, what a pity...
But the most disappointing fact is that Rosa Kato can't act. AT ALL. So cute. SO DARN CUTE!!! I was so yearning to see her acting! Ah, cuteness is not enough...Sometimes I prefer the little dwarf o_o At least she shows some skills...
And do I have to talk about all the great costars wasted here? Like Rie Tomokasa (by the way, WHERE THE HELL IS Atsuhime?!), Yoshinori Okada ò_ò/, Arata Furuta ò__________________ò/? Ah...
Don't misunderstand me, Mocomichi is FAR BETTER that Yama-pi, but I'm starting to think that his hotness>his skills. And that's bad for my conscience. Well, at least he's not a johnny's. And that's pretty good for my conscience.
Ok, I'm satisfied. But I don't think I'll keep on watching this.
Next sparable review: Giragira - (I would follow Miki-san even in hell ò_ò/) Stay tuned or get lost!
Yes, about 15 minutes (until the end of it) of an episode in about two hours and a half.
I'm feeling quite cool.
I want to feel the same thing working. But it won't happen. So much sad.
Note: NEVER EVER WATCH "Memories of Matsuko". NEVER. NEVER EVER. Did I say NEVER? Yes? Ok. But promise me that you'll NEVER watch that movie. It's painful in such a pathetic way. I cried a couple of dams out of it. Good grief. Really, GOOD GRIEF.
I hate to cry like that. Looks like I'm aging (n_n)
And, MOSTLY, Kou-san appears only in 2 (TWO) scenes. Although it's a musical. Wait...! I managed to see a Japanese musical 'til the end! Coooool...I just noticed that. Yup.
AND, she doesn't sing at all. Kou-san I mean. And that's bad.
... I feel like I'm positive in opening a new Italian blog. But most of the times just thinking about it makes me sick. I don't know. At least this one has an educational purpose (not for you, but for me xD). I think I've tried all the Italian weblog platforms existing. And all of them suck. Not just because they're full of "hey look at me! Me! Me!" people. It's just that Italian platforms are totally closed to the rest of the Net! And that's pretty stupid!
Well, now I'm pretty tempted. I would be able to talk and discuss about Italian politic, social issues, news...Why I don't do this here? Because I don't want to bore you more than I already do. And mostly because all these bullshits, in the end, annoy me. I want to leave, that's all. Best will be Japan, but any other country that offers more to young&willing people than Italy is totally welcome. I want to try working in UK.
OF COURSE ripping the notebook's power unit!!! Y E A H ! ! !
AND, tomorrow morning, not so early not so late, I'll be in the local Post Office paying an ABSURD amount of money for my cdjapan "I'm out of that fucking hotel" 's order.
For the ones of you that are asking themselves "But where the hell is she writing from?" (like it's something that might interests any of the billions of living creature in this world, vegetables included), well, my old desktop pc. My HUGE, OLD, SLOW, desktop.
But let me first explain you what a miniconvention(in the ill mind of THAT insurance company) is:
an insurance agent, I think some kind of boss or head of some agency...dunno;
AN OPEN WINDOW. This morning the temperature was PRETTY low.
Let's start! ... ... and after half a hour of "This company will save the world! We've got the higher rates in the whole category! Even banks fear us! WORLD IS OURS!!!*maniacal laughter*"
the raw truth.
All these bullshits were intended to divert our attention from the REAL meaning of them: make acceptable in our *naive* minds the fact of being part of the big insurance family, or (in other words) have ANOTHER job interview, subscribe a form and enter the Insurance Agents Register.
No, wait... WHAT? Weren't you searching for a CLERK position? Do you think that I would do 50 kms just to become part of a fraud?!
I will NEVER ever answer to any other job offer from an insurance company. N E V E R .
"Good authors too who once knew better words, Now only use four letter words Writing prose, Anything Goes. "
I'm not quite the quote type (yes, I was STARVING for saying these exact words, forgive me), but I feel some kind of happiness down the well, and today it's not Mr. Darjeeling's fault. Just a huge cup of green tea.
I've got the perfect idea to finish my "I miss 90's"/The crow/scary masks ACEO, just yesterday night, and I thought: "What a cool idea! It's simply to draw and fits the concept perfectly! I'm a genius! Bravo! Bravo!"
Because otherwise you wouldn't be gladly shocked as I was last night watching "Hakase no aishita sushiki" (The professor and his beloved equation).
Well, maybe that shocking reaction was more caused by the bottle of warm darjeeling tea that I've drunk the whole day long, ending up being TOTALLY AWAKEN at 2.45 am.
This movie is perfect. Terao-san is perfect. That moeish kawaiiiiiiiiii actress, despite my true hate towards that kind of actresses, was perfect, and mostly Equation-sama XD was astonishing.
So sad, not too much moving, funny, well acted and directed. I'm in love.
Yes, I must admit that as I saw that Koike Teppei's cosplayer playing as the grown-up Root, well, I was about to switch off.
BUT I've endured. I'm glad I've done it.
Next: the real thing. Koike Teppei. Well, I've always hated him just seeing that stupid chibikko look on his 10 years old face. AND I WASN'T TOTALLY WRONG! Yes, Shibatora isn't the perfect dorama, not at all... Still, most of the gags are hilarious X°D and Miki-san is always Miki-san u_u. Plus, Suzuka-chan in her teens!!!
A shamefully fangirlistic blog. Goodness. I'm astonished. Mostly, I wasn't at all aware of it! I'm a dangerous little(?) fangirl! BEWARE!
Well, self-awareness of my own mental illness is the first step, in a honest therapy.
I'm not only self-aware I'M SCARED of myself! Totally scared! Ok, that photograph is still there, after five? four years...And I'm not going to tear it up or something, I want it to stay there.
Like a warning X°D
Ok, blog erased from this world. *relieved*
Why all this frantic spouting? Because it's actually the third time that this happens: I'm looking for something, and suddenly one of my old blogs pops up, reminding me how BOLDLY stupid I was. I never felt like a fangirl, but BUGS!!!, I was. I really was a fangirl. Goodness goodness.
Yes I was puzzled about this post's title. I beg your pardon.
Yes, I'll give him a try. Sounds funny aloud, though. I cannot keep on this feud. It's way too much fangirlistic and I CAN'T possibly be more fangirl than I am now, right? (just guess what I'm listening to...)
By the way Keyboards Triangle was useless but cute, so... Come on, like I need a reason to do this!
About plurk: as Twitter, it become more and more meaningless the more you use it. And I didn't like how everyone want to be the ONLY WORTH-TO-READ plurker...And working it's kind of hard to keep up with all the shit they write, because their one is the only shit worth, while your one it's only mere shit...I think the karma thing has the major fault in my decision.
I thought to hold a press conference for this, but with this heat would be too much of a hassle, you know...
... I just thought that my blog feels miserable, lately. Yes, such a lack of motivation may be the cause, but still...I'm bored.
Will I be able, one wonderful day (reminds you something?...), to find a job that doesn't involve working with sicko/psycho and such? Unless me, of course.
I mean I'M TIRED! Tired of having such hard times when things would be merrier in a very very easy way! And it's always like this, no matter what! Oh, I forgot to mention that, although my back, my feet and (strangely) my right hand hurt, I (kinda) like this job. But it's tiring when others are there just to make me (and the other girls) work more. Just leave, you're not needed, understand?
No. They've got a contract. Oh yes. The first three days were such a heaven *_* Most probably because I don't like the job itself, and knowing WHERE I was supposed to work, frankly, I was scared. So my awful expectations were a bit cheered up by the real thing.
(caution! I'm almost in short of grammatically worth English! Be careful from this point on!)
Gackt's discography. The new deal. Another journey. And not particularly difficult as the previous ones. Well, PARTIAL discography. I won't waste money on useless albums or such, unless it involves stupid fanservice videos X°D
It will be a bleeding. And that's my fault, not doing this little by little doing these years. Stupid me.
... that it's the third time that I'm listening to tmtip live, today?
Because I LOVE PROGRESS. Yes. It was really a fast falling in love. I was expecting some more "Hey, I am THE guitarist here" or things like that, but really is a nice nice nice live. Balanced. PLUS, what I was really really R E A L L Y worried about was in fact Chacha-san's voice. Well, you know...But it's good! Beyond expectations! WAY TO GO TO MY FANGIRLISM!!!
Yes, it's tough. (;u_u)
The only thing that has left me a little sad was ending with Sleepless Night. Still, I'm beginning to appreciate this song, and that's good.
But I think it's still tooooooooo much short.
So...overture, step into..., progress, unknown.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA THE WORLD IS MIIIIIIIIIIIIINE!!!!
AND... how fucking cool is Follow you's intro? HOW?
I don't wanna talk about work, today. Not because it went bad or anything, just I'm still floating like on the way back home listening to...well, the same song I'm listening since this morning X°D, amongst tall trees, with a soft breeze that made the heat bearable, ah... I'm in love. And I fucking miss Ryu-san. THIS MUCH.
...it wasn't for the big cookies' feast, that was REALLY Rolly (ah ah, my puns are improving =_=) on Ryokiteki na kanojo!
So, seems like I've got my final sentence, fellas...I'll be cleaning that darn hotel for the next two months. Cool. Really cool. I hoped until the last second that they won't recall me, and this morning...Ah, at least tomorrow I'll be busy choosing cheap frames in Ikea.
You know... that kind of Twitter thing that get you addicted way before you understand how to use it...
I like it. More than I liked Twitter, for the few times I used it. First, it's colorful. Twitter was sad. Second, the gui is noobproof (I'm an official tester X°D), and it's easier to keep trace of conversations.
Yes, thoughtful of you asking. By the way, Puzzle is a hell of a stupid dorama.
I LOVE IT.
Since I'm not in any naive community except for here, myspace and plurk, and since I must tease the world with my useless crappy thoughts about dorama that I'm watching, here you are.
What I'm currently watching and WHY:
- Atsuhime: Eita-san is THE poor thing. EVAH. And Tamaki-san didn't appear yet in his awuful-lovely-awful boldness. AND FRANKLY, this is way way more interesting than Fuurin Kazan;
- Puzzle: it's stupid, bad written, bad directed, but I love Ayukawa-sensei. Her and that magpie voice. Lovely;
- Zettai Kareshi: crappyness here too, and Aibu Saki. But it's so funny. And two of the three main actors was born in 1984, pretty rare (I was born in 1984, and that's also pretty rare). Plus, it's patisserie set;
- Last Friends: half the main cast of Nodame dorama. Nagasawa Masami beaten up well. Juri-chan with a lovely hairstyle. Eita XD. It is way depressing. Way way way waaaaaay depressing, except for the "Let's beat the soul out of Nagasawa Masami" parts;
- Binbo Danshi (but I think they've dropped it u.u): Oguri Shun.
What I've dropped recently: Rookies, just a showcase of Johnnys' like pieces of meat - and others that I don't recall now. A thing about vampires. Another too much romantic for my tomboy needs, etc etc...
Movies: Crows is weird. Maiko Haaan was pretty amusing but the subs sucked so much that I couldn't watch it to the end ç_ç Kisaragi was also weird but fun in some part and, again, OGURI SHUN. A Bara no Soretsu (one of the first Japanese movies I've ever watched, still one of my favorite.)
But I think you've already figured out that this was made all because I have to divert my attention from the EMS webpage.
WHYYYYYY DO...I GIVE UP MY HEAAAAAAAART...TO...THE PAAAAAAAST...
I don't know why but listening to this album in a legal way makes me...kinda...proud of myself X°D
I realize know that, as usual, the previous post was totally useless, since I didn't write the most important thing: Irony of Fate is here (that's where the "One for my baby(and one more for the road)" pun came from...).
I don't really catch the reason of a papersleeve reissue, but I didn't want a SPALAX one, so... Yes, I'm weird. And I can assure you all on this, since, in my humble idiotic fangirlistic opinion, this pic:
... and one more is still on the road! (this is such a smooth and polished quote that it's almost embarrassing...well, nevermind the last sentence)
Yes, it's not that I can pretend to hurry them up just because I've ordered it last Wednesday, but since my virtual purse feels lighter already from this purchase...even a little "processing" on the order page will work...come on...
And that isn't involved at all with the fact that this afternoon I've cleaned my room. I mean, of course I still think that's just a waste of time that I can profitably use depressing myself even more, but that's not this post's main point.
What's the main point?
I forgot. But I'll keep listen to Bow Vow, anyway.
And you know what? I'll save until I'll be able to order the eighth one. Yes, I know, I sweared that "such a DEARS ONLY item is, as it states, intended ONLY FOR DEARS", but, come on...I love these guys. Definitely. Now that I can keep the "Gackt no coordinator" part with me and watch it whenever I want... my life is accomplished.
...ureshii da yo!!!
Yes, there are problems in the air ^_______________^
Breaking news: Progress is floating gently to me from that enchanted land called "France".
... Platinum box VII and tshirt arrived today at customs.
And someone told me I was crazy when I stuck my juzu (it's too big for my feminine - the only feminine thing I have and I'm quite proud of it xD- wrist ç_ç) onto my bag...
Well, this actually has never happened but I'm in the mood for pranking. Maybe it's the cold, gray, rainy weather (WHERE THE HELL ARE WE? LONDON???? No, I T A L Y. And it's mid May.) I'm always pumped up when weather seems to tell you: "GET AWAY FROM THIS WORLD NOW!!!".
It's really cherishing ^-^9
Does a word like "cherishing" exist? Oh, nevermind.
No books shopping today, but the perfect Emo's cardigan (obviously gray, black it's too much of a statement for an emo)xD and "To catch a thief" on DVD. Question: is it more for Cary Grant, or more for Grace Kelly?
You choose the answer.
Anyway, it'll be the right one ^____________^
ps. see? a WHOLE post without naming chacha. Kinda scary X°D
... receive that darn cdjapan order? I don't know. Now they're telling me that the shirt is on shortage, and it will take 5-10 O_O business days to be ready to ship.
Ah, I'm such a little pretty paaaaaaaatient girl. Yup.
More disturbing and frightening is the COMPLETE SILENCE from musea. But not from LorraineChampagne Bank =_= Well, they're glad I've paid my order. So much glad that they ALREADY took the amount from my visa account. Still, I don't know if my little cute live cd is ACTUALLY shipping or not. Five days FROM WHEN?
... is that it's like EVERYONE is SO HAPPY about Gacktsan joining this movie. What a chance! How cool! Really, did you ever seen AND LISTEN Gacktsan acting? I know that man can do anything, but acting isn't on the list, not yet at least.
They've just finished recording. What about promotion? Are you telling me that the whole thing will be putted on hiatus as long as the movie will occupy him(I don't even know if "occupy" exist...)? And how long this will going on? Three, four months? And then? Venice Festival anyone? (goodness that will be really really AMUSING X°D)
Yep, crappy title for a crappy post about a CRAPPY man. Who hits Hollywood. But, well, I preferred when he hit Paris, in some strange way that I'm quite sure are related to the fact that I'm awake for less then a hour. Ah, I can't really understand.
Ten more hours...ten more hours...Gackt-san gimme the strength to bear this ten more hours xD Onegaishimaaaaaasu!...
Note: everytime I post in romanji, it means that something went wrong; maybe not ESPECIALLY something, but...something. Like discovering once more that my idiocy can go further deep fairly beyond deepness' limit. Kinda cool, isn't it?
PLUS, Chacha has his hair tied up, in today's post, and with such a little pic is quite ANNOYING.
My recent investigations allow me to know that Beehive's vocalist died two years ago.
How did I manage to know that? Well, there's this little thing (I was surprised too xD) called JAPANESE WIKIPEDIA.
Just that. Weeeell, in Chacha's page, Takano-san and Beehive are QUOTED. But it was sure too simply for me to check there. Yep.
Too much fangirlism in too few lines. I'm sorry for that.
Tomorrow I'll send the n curriculum to some local supermarket chain. That's surprisingly HIRING. But they won't choose me. From now on, I'll think like this. Why bother with hope and such silly thoughts? I'm sick of it. I'm sick of all.
I've only listened to a couple of minutes in total of latest toshi's works. Let's say that those few where FAIRLY enough to me. And then comes the X reunion. And I.V.. And this concert I'm (not too convinced) watching right now.
THAT'S the way you should sing, Toshi-san. But I'm just xD the latest person that can say such a thing, so...Nevermind. Healing music? As you wish.
Note: about half a hour ago I listened for the first time in all these years... Yoshiki's voice XD. Poor dear. I hope his neck it's not torturing him so much. Well, he's already fainted. As usual. I'm kinda cool to this kind of things. I don't know.
Sugizo on Silent jealousy *_* Ah, I'm way relieved that that Hide's screen FINALLY has lifted up. I am a bitch and I know it quite well, but it was creepy for me. Ok, that's Hide, he died, he left everybody in despair, I know quite well this too, but...I don't know.
Da ka ra. Are you going to tell me that I'm losing my "Chacha will surely plays on x reunion concerts" bet? No way. Come on, take a couple of hours from the recording, COME ON! You have to be there!
Who in the world I'm talking to...? (guess the answer!) I really don't know.
Ah, maybe I'm really a fangirl. But, a fangirl wouldn't think "Maybe I'm really a fangirl". Basically, she won't consider that statement a problem as much as I do. Maybe. Perhaps. Sorry, only two synonyms. I've lost all of my perspicacity! (and that's a quote, my fellows).
I'm so sorry. And I'm writing this everywhere in every language I know. xD Kinda idiotic.
Mikaru has updated his blog today. Not a word about Milan gig. And you know what? He's perfectly right. Because you can't talk about that crappy concert, if not for saying how crappy it was. Dio were great. Awesome. Extraordinary. And so powerful, and cheerful, and such many other positive and nice things that that few people sound like a punishment, or something that bad. Such a waste for them. And this after those EIGHT gigs in France. Come on.
And for the ones that won't come with us... ^-^ F U C K O F F ^-^
Since you won't waste money on a band you don't like. Even if it's for going out with me, once in a while. But I'm sure you didn't even think about this. BUT I DID.
AND, STILL, for the n time, you want me to feel guilty about the fact that I don't have money. This is madness. Total madness.
But I managed to find Toshi's GRACE and Mission, and that's enough for today. Though I didn't like Moonstone that much (even if I did think "that would be amazing sung by Toshi" ok, chacha's version amazed me much more XD)
It's just moving. Everything, anything from 80s makes me spill a tear or two. And I was born in 1984, so I can't recall much of that period. Even so, if something was made between '78-'89/'90, that something is precious for me.
Why this crap? Because wasting my sight on hiragana characters always makes me a little softer.
I want to play Trickster and eat all day (and possibly night) long. Don't want to study for that damned contest. Not even the littlest transparent particle of will. Wanna listen to Legend until this world will be a little easier. No, better: wanna listen to Chacha until etc etc.
That's unemploying for you!
At least the second necklace is arrived.
Still waiting for the bag. Well, the only solution is to kidnap/kill (or both) some fucking idiotic couriers, but that will be a waste of time, effort, and prison.
Ok, let's take this with a smile on the face, although when I heard about this I was about to cry. AND, this doesn't imply that I'm a fangirl, NNNNE? xD
Gackt said in a recent interview that MAYBE he'll quit the industry in 2010. Ok, thanks that he'll wait until chacha's 50th birthday REALLY THANK YOU DON'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW MUCH, but, shit, this makes me think that I've got only two more years to see them live. That's pretty sad. Pretty pretty sad. Mostly because I won't, if this economical combination keeps is effects on my purse. fuck.